Verse 1
I don’t want your love, I want your ruin
Your hands in my head, your voice undoing
I taste your name every time I breathe
It’s a curse I crave, it’s a need I feed
You look at me like you know my sins
Like you’ve already been under my skin
I try to be good, I try to be clean
But you wake the part of me I bury deep
Pre-Chorus
I hate how I want you
I love how it hurts
You’re heaven and hell
And I’m begging for worse
Chorus
This isn’t love, it’s lust and pain
I want you bad in a twisted way
I don’t need saving, I need your flame
I need you close just to feel insane
I want you raw, I want you real
I want the ache I know you’ll deal
I don’t care if I break again
I want you like a vice, like a sin
Verse 2
You don’t promise me forever
You promise me tonight
Your silence says you’re dangerous
And God, I like that side
I know you’d ruin me slowly
Still I’m begging you, stay
If obsession’s a sickness
I don’t want to be saved
Pre-Chorus
I trace your shadow in the dark
Like it’s written in my veins
Every warning in my head
Is drowned out by your name
Chorus
This isn’t love, it’s lust and pain
I want you bad in a twisted way
I don’t need saving, I need your flame
I need you close just to feel insane
I want you raw, I want you real
I want the ache I know you’ll deal
I don’t care if I break again
I want you like a vice, like a sin
Bridge
If I’m addicted, don’t pull me out
I’d rather drown than live without
Your touch is poison, slow and sweet
And I drink it down every time we meet
Say my name like you own it now
Like I’m the thing you can’t shut out
If this is wrong, don’t make it right
Just keep me wanting you tonight
Final Chorus
This isn’t love, it’s want and need
It’s every place you don’t touch clean
It’s obsession, it’s desire
It’s me begging to walk through fire
I don’t want peace, I don’t want safe
I want the hunger written on your face
If loving you means I lose myself
I’ll choose you every time, no help
Outro
I don’t want you forever…
I want you too much
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