[Verse 1]
You came home late
Smelled like her on your shirt
You said
"Relax
You're crazy"
I tasted every lie
Every word
I scrubbed our bed till my hands went raw
Still saw you on your knees on her floor
You said you slipped
You said you tripped
Baby
You aimed and you tore through my core
[Chorus]
You fucked it up
Fucked it up
Fucked it all
Ripped my heart out
Threw it at the wall
Thought I'd drown in the mess that you made
But look at me now
Watch me walk away
You fucked it up
Fucked it up
Fucked it all
Now I'm the one standing ten feet tall
Lost in your dirt
I found something pure
I found love again
Not with you anymore
[Verse 2]
He saw me cracked
Mascara on my wine glass
Didn’t touch
Didn’t rush
Just held my angry laugh
He kissed my scars
Not just my skin
Didn’t need to sneak to let him in
While you were choking on your cheap perfume sin
I was learning how the hell to feel safe again
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I used to beg for your filthy hands
On my hips
On my throat
On command
Now I moan his name in clean white sheets
While you chase strangers and deadbeat dreams
You were my poison
He’s my breath
You were the bruise
He’s what’s left
You lost the best you ever had
And I’m so goddamn glad
[Chorus]