(Intro – whispering synth, low heartbeat rhythm)
What is it…?
What are these things I feel…?
Inside of me… I think it’s…
It’s…
I think this is...
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(Chorus – dark drums + vocal lift)
JEALOUSY!
That now won’t go away…
It burns inside my chest.
With my heart, wounded,
Lying on the bed…
That my head tries to carry away…
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(Verse 1 – soft rhythm, tense melody)
I wait for your presence.
Something that no longer appears.
I check my notifications every minute…
Hoping for that message—
I’d been waiting for, for hours.
You don’t show up.
And that hurts.
Because it feeds…
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(Chorus – stronger beat, vocal layering)
FEEDS MY JEALOUSY!
That now won’t go away…
It burns inside my chest.
With my heart, wounded,
Lying on the bed…
That my head tries to carry away…
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(Verse 2 – minimal beat, whisper tone)
I'm lying down…
Staring at the ceiling…
Thinking of a heart
Torn in conflict—
Different feelings stabbing inside.
I don’t think I can go back anymore...
I scroll through our photos
In the gallery...
Caressing your face
Through an empty void.
Still thinking:
"You’re so beautiful…"
But when you talk about him…
My guts twist.
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(Bridge – slow build, ambient tension)
How much I wish I were there right now…
Standing in front of you
With a clenched fist—
And I hug you,
Even knowing
That your feelings won’t come back…
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(Chorus – emotional burst, full instrument)
AND THAT GIVES ME JEALOUSY!
That now won’t ever go away…
It burns inside my chest.
With my heart, wounded,
Lying on the bed…
That my head tries to carry away…
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(Verse 3 – whispered, vulnerable)
And you know…
That still… I keep thinking…
How beautiful it would be
If you could return this feeling of mine.
If you could understand…
That you never leave my mind…
And then…
You talk about him…
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(Breakdown – raw vocal delivery + distortion)
THIS FUCKING JEALOUSY!
That takes a part of me away!
Feels like I’m going insane—
I turn into a beast!
This emotion makes my head explode!
And now my mind is boiling…
Because thanks to this—
JEALOUSY!
It lies to me…
Saying it’s gonna take you…
Away from me...
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(Final Chorus – stripped then explosive)
...And that gives me...
JEALOUSY!
That now won’t ever go away…
It burns inside my chest.
With my heart, wounded,
Lying on the bed…
That my head tries to carry away…
Colddisaster
