(Intro – soft piano, ambient noise)
I get dizzy… dizzy… dizzy…
And I still don’t understand
What’s left for me…
I live in a body
That wants to disappear…
And just for that—
I feel sick…
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(Verse 1 – slow rap flow / spoken)
Wake up in the morning,
Lookin’ out the window—
The sound of the rain
Is the only thing I let in my head.
Grab my phone…
Type a message I’ll never send.
Then I crawl right back to bed again…
Repeat, again… again…
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(Pre-Chorus – rising beat, melodic)
I rise, I wake…
But it doesn’t fade…
This urge in me
To run away—
Run from this cycle
That drains me dry.
Battery’s gone,
And I still don’t know why…
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(Chorus – distorted guitars, emotional vocals + scream)
I try and I try, but I keep failing!
My passion's bleeding out, decaying!
Even now I struggle
Just to rise from this bed—
With a heart that’s cracked
And dreams long dead…
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(Verse 2 – sad rap / low melodic voice)
I hold my passion by the hand
Like it’s all I’ve got left to stand…
But my grip keeps slippin’
And my head keeps spinnin’… (spinning!)
Wake up, work—
But I don’t feel livin’
A body collapsing
With no forgiving…
I fake a smile,
But I’m still sinking
Deep… (deep)
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(Bridge – ambient + vocal layering)
You reach for me…
But I’m not the same.
I try my best
But I’m stuck in pain…
Still hoping
Still breathing
But my body’s fading
And screaming…
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(Break – heavier / scream + rap blend)
It spins me around! It spins me!
My head won’t stop! It’s dizzy— (and dizzy and dizzy)
I turn, I twist, I’m trapped in sheets!
This weight, this sickness, it repeats!
This thing I never told you—
You’re just a shadow now…
A fading echo,
Not so deep anymore…
But one thing's clear
Burned into my core…
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(Chorus – repeat with intensity)
I try and I try, but I keep failing!
My passion's bleeding out, decaying!
Even now I struggle
Just to rise from this bed—
With a heart that’s cracked
And dreams long dead…
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(Outro – fading piano, whispered)
But my head…
It’s spinning… (spinning)
Spinning…? (Spinning)
Spinning…! (Spinning)
Ohhh, huo!
Its spinning spinning
Spinning in my head!
Until finnaly i stay dea-d....
Colddisaster
