[Intro – Instrumental, dark and slow build-up]
[ambient pads, low bass, distant echoes]
Mmh...
Throw your poison on me...
Let it slide across my skin, make me hurt, make me scream.
I can’t live without feeling it...
It makes me feel alive...
Alive...
---
[Verse 1 – Soft beat, atmospheric]
This is not love... this is a cut... that lets it in...
That poison that makes me dream.
The visions of those dreams become real...
But they are not sincere...
And I want more... it’s like a drug...
---
[Pre-Chorus – Beat rising, tension]
If you give me even just a drop...
I become obsessed...
And if I don’t take it anymore...
The craving will ignite.
And my desire will rise.
The touch of your skin is what I crave.. oh...
---
[Chorus – Full beat drop, powerful]
Masochist that I am, in suicide I find love
I find... oh...
And still at night I think of you... oh.. the night...
And so every night.
My heart takes the blows from you.
Night... blows...
Oh..
---
[Instrumental Break – Heavy drums, distorted guitars/synths]
(keep echoes of “Night... blows... oh..”)
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[Verse 2 – Beat calmer, more intimate]
In the end I don’t want to walk away...
Letting you go is pure madness for me...
So tell me why.
You, without a reason,
You want to leave without me.. oh...
And still, I tremble for your poison.
My head is already drifting away.
That pain that gives me happiness.. oh...
---
[Chorus – Full power again]
The craving will ignite.
And my desire will rise.
The touch of your skin is what I crave.. oh...
Masochist that I am, in suicide I find love
I find... oh...
And still at night I think of you... oh.. the night...
And so every night.
My heart takes the blows from you.
Night... blows...
Oh..
---
[Bridge – Instrumental build + vocal intensity]
So wrong... so twisted... yet I run back to you... every time...
But my addiction... to that poison that pulls me back to you...
Even when I don’t want it... it invades my mind... and makes me shake.. oh...
With your touch my heart races..
Even though I know the truth..
It won’t walk away from you.. ah..
And still... I run after you.
Even if I don’t know why..
You already know how it is.. eh...
---
[Breakdown – Instrumental, dark/echoing, whispered vocals]
(repeat fragments: “poison... poison... alive... alive...”)
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[Outro – Slow fade-out, minimal instruments]
The end... the point of this story..
This poison... that comforts me... oh...
And that cuts me...
Brushing my mind...
And then my blood flows down... oh...
(instrumental fade out with echoes of “blood... down... oh...”)
Colddisaster
