(Verse 1)
You dragged me through your darkness,
Called it love, called it “me and you.”
I stitched your pain into my chest,
While you called my scars “the proof.”
You’d vanish when I needed you,
Come back high and hollow-eyed.
Said I was too much when I cried,
But I was just trying to survive.
(Pre-Chorus)
You said I’d never find peace without you,
Guess what—I did. And you still lose.
(Chorus)
Here’s to all you put me through—
The nights I begged and you withdrew.
The blame, the games, the cold goodbyes,
The way you hid behind your lies.
I broke, I burned, I clawed my way,
And still I rose above your shade.
You made me hell, you made me new,
All you put me through.
(Verse 2)
You said you couldn’t be my savior,
While I was saving you each time.
You let withdrawal be your gospel,
While I drowned to keep you fine.
I held your storms till I lost myself,
Watched you change your wallpaper face,
Pretending peace while I unraveled,
You left me bleeding in my place.
(Pre-Chorus)
Now I see your silence was your weapon,
And my love was your reflection.
(Chorus)
Here’s to all you put me through—
The words that cut, the nights I knew,
You’d disappear and call it space,
I’d still wait like it was faith.
I broke, I burned, I clawed my way,
And still I rose above your shade.
You made me hell, you made me new,
All you put me through.
(Bridge)
Seven years clean, you mocked my fight,
Told my friend I should drink that night.
You turned my name into a bruise,
But pain looks better when it’s truth.
(Final Chorus)
So here’s to every tear, every scream,
Every time I killed my dream.
You tried to bury me alive,
But I’m still here—I still survive.
I broke, I burned, I made it through,
All you put me through.
(Outro)
You can keep your ghosts and all your pride,
You lost the only one who tried.
You made me hate, then made me free—
All you put me through made me me.