All of if

(Verse 1)

You left me in the quiet,

The kind that makes your skin ache.

Vanished without warning,

Like you never cared to stay awake.

You turned your smoke into armor,

And left me bleeding in your war.

Every night was a test,

Every word a closing door.

(Chorus)

All of it.

The space, the lies, the manipulation,

Your addiction swallowing every conversation.

All of it—

The nights I begged, the times I broke,

The silence, the absence, the words you spoke.

All of it—you gave me a war

And left me to fight for more.

(Verse 2)

Seven years sober,

And still I carried your mess.

While you lit up to run away,

I carried your storms in my chest.

You told my friends I should end it,

Like my life was yours to decide.

You took my love,

Then turned your back on mine.

(Chorus)

All of it.

The space, the lies, the manipulation,

Your addiction swallowing every conversation.

All of it—

The nights I begged, the times I broke,

The silence, the absence, the words you spoke.

All of it—you gave me a war

And left me to fight for more.

(Bridge)

This is not forgiveness,

This is the truth I keep.

You broke me, but I rose—

And I left your shadow deep.

(Outro)

All of it—

Every tear, every cut, every night I bled,

Every empty word you said—

It’s my proof I survived.

I left.

I won.