Before I Left You

I left my feelings on the dresser (yeah…)

In a letter I wrote before I left you (mm)

Said you should find somebody better (you deserve it)

’Cause my mind made up, I can’t stay in love (nah…)

Face the fact that all I cause is pain (it’s me)

Yeah, it hurt—that’s why I been distant (so distant)

No matter how good it look from a distance (don’t it?)

Still imperfections in the picture (still flaws)

No matter what I do, something always missing (always)

That’s when you say I’m crazy (you say that)

Then I call you delusional (we both wrong)

The way we argue got me scared of where this going (where we goin’)

Communication where we lack (yeah)

Even the blind could see (they see it)

Every time I’m out with my friends (every time)

It’s always “you don’t got time for me” (why you say that?)

Lately I been thuggin’ by myself (by myself)

’Cause nobody understand my mind but me (you don’t)

Maybe I’m not ready for love (I ain’t ready)

And that’s me speaking honestly (honestly)

But maybe this is love, I can’t accept the fact (I can’t)

Maybe I should take a break (need space)

Give my heart time to adapt (heal up)