Hook
I been walkin’ blind, tryna get my sight right (yeah)
They say time heal wounds, I been waitin’ all night (all night)
I been drownin’ pain in these cups, this ain’t Sprite (nah)
Tryna numb my mind, but it never come light (it don’t)
Different h*es, same problem, different nights (same shit)
Thought I’d lose my thoughts if I changed my life (I lied)
Told myself I’d quit drinkin’, couldn’t stand on it (nah)
Lord know my heart heavy, but I’m still prayin’ (amen)
Verse
I been movin’ reckless, tryna outrun regret (yeah)
Tryna clear my head, but my thoughts stay wet (soaked)
Gave my love to distractions, still ain’t feel right yet (nah)
Every time I switch a face, I see you in it (damn)
Told myself I could put the cup down, I was lyin’ (I was)
I be talkin’ to God, still slidin’ (still slidin’)
Know I’m wrong but I’m tryin’, I ain’t perfect (far from)
Heart scarred, still survivin’ off purpose (forreal)
Ridin’ through the city with my head gone (skrrt)
Demons in my ear, they won’t leave me alone (won’t)
Got a thick lil’ b*tch with the finest tone (she fine)
But she don’t understand when I wanna be gone (nah)
I be quiet when I’m hurt, I don’t vent (I don’t)
Smile for the gram, whole time I’m bent (fake)
They say money change you, I ain’t convinced (nah)
It just show you who was never really meant (facts)
Hook
I been walkin’ blind, tryna get my sight right (yeah)
They say time heal wounds, I been waitin’ all night (all night)
I been drownin’ pain in these cups, this ain’t Sprite (nah)
Tryna numb my mind, but it never come light (it don’t)
Different h*es, same problem, different nights (same shit)
Thought I’d lose my thoughts if I changed my life (I lied)
Told myself I’d quit drinkin’, couldn’t stand on it (nah)
Lord know my heart heavy, but I’m still prayin’ (amen)