Too Much in My head

Love ain’t simple, it come with scars

Every heart I gave left a mark

I want to believe, but my mind too loud

Every “I love you” feel like a doubt

I read between lines that don’t exist

Turn small silence into something I missed

You say you’re here, say you won’t leave

But my past keeps talkin’ louder than me

Pre-Chorus

I wanna trust you, I really do

But my thoughts run wild when I’m into you

I fight myself more than I fight us

Why is love so hard to trust?

Chorus

I overthink everything you say

Replay your tone a hundred ways

My heart wanna jump, my mind say “wait”

Love feel like a risk I’m scared to take

I build these walls to feel okay

But I hate the distance they create

I want your love, I just don’t know how

To quiet the noise, to trust right now

Verse 2

I ask myself, “Am I enough?”

Or am I just easy to give up?

Every time you don’t text back fast

I start relivin’ my broken past

I know it ain’t fair, I know it ain’t right

But my fear keep me up at night

You didn’t hurt me, but they all did

Now I’m bleedin’ on love that’s innocent

Pre-Chorus

You hold my hand, say “I’m not them”

But trauma don’t listen to reason

I wanna lean in, I wanna stay

But I’m scared you’ll walk away

Chorus

I overthink everything you say

Replay your tone a hundred ways

My heart wanna jump, my mind say “wait”

Love feel like a risk I’m scared to take

I build these walls to feel okay

But I hate the distance they create

I want your love, I just don’t know how

To quiet the noise, to trust right now

Bridge (Soft, Honest)

I’m tired of guarding my heart like war

Tired of sleeping with one eye closed

I don’t wanna push you away

Just ‘cause I’m scared of yesterday

If you leave, I’ll survive somehow

But if you stay, please be patient now

I’m unlearning pain in real time

Tryin’ to love without losin’ my mind

Final Chorus (Stripped & Emotional)

I overthink ‘cause I care too deep

I’m scared of promises people don’t keep

If I let you in, please don’t pretend

I don’t need perfect, just honest intent

I’m tryin’ my best, I hope you see

It’s not that I don’t believe in “we”

Love is hard, but I’m tryin’ to learn

How to trust without gettin’ burned

Outro

If I pull back, please don’t let go

I’m just fightin’ ghosts you’ll never know

Love ain’t easy, but I want to try

Just stay with me while I quiet my mind