I Know Better 2

I’m feeling completely betrayed. Your game has been suitably played. I’m back to my youth where I can’t find the truth - With actions that you have portrayed.

I’m feeling so thoroughly used. Believe me I don’t feel amused. I do what you say – I play when you play, I think that I’m being abused!

I’m just not sure which way to turn. Or even if I’ll ever learn. I gave it my all, and he had a ball! Never showing any concern.

I wonder just what he’s feeling. Does he know this sends me reeling? Was love ever there? Did he EVER CARE? Now I don’t feel he’s appealing.

It feels so difficult to breathe. Perhaps I should simply believe- That he loves me true – Please, what should I do??? I’m taking alone time to grieve.

I’m just not sure which way to turn. Or even if I’ll ever learn. I gave it my all, and he had a ball! Never showing any concern.

I’ll pray to my Lord up above- We fit like a hand to a glove! I am broken, but my heart has spoken… Please show me if this is true love!

I’ll avoid intrusive thinking, Life passes by without blinking. My life matters, though my heart’s in tatters…I fear my self- esteem’s sinking.

Why is it we can’t live in truth? Back to the innocence of youth? I won’t share names, as he’s still playing games… I don’t deserve this viscous abuse!

I’m just not sure which way to turn. Or even if I’ll ever learn. I gave it my all, and he had a ball! Never showing any concern.

He knows the game he is playing, And the lies he’s been relaying… So now I believe I’ll pack up and leave. Brains– NOT my heart – need obeying.