The wrong time

Hello if your reading this you know what happened yes I am gone and you probably ask yourself why bc every day for the last 5 years I wake up every dam morning and put a fake smile on and I couldn’t stand the people around me NOT A SINGLE PERSON ASKED ME “are you okay “ no as men we have to hold it in until we can’t and my time has come to a end ik I failed and fell and I got back up and fell again and no one gave a single fuck i know I was a failure and still am but whoever is listening to this I will give you some advice sometimes you just need to leave some people alone and let them figure it out and not push so dam hard “work work work work work work “ like dam I’m trying and it may not seem like it but yall don’t know what goes through my head every single day and I will own up to this I lied a lot to a lot of people in the last few months but there is a reason I got tired of being just naged at everyday and it may seem like I’m sensitive and soft but I’m not i just got tired and failed in life As a wise man once told me life is a bord game when you fail you cant restart until the end so I am at the end trying to restart so just forget about me I do drain everyone who comes into my life. I destroy everything I touch. and it wi always my fault