[Verse 1]
You’re tracing circles on my wrist
Like you’re trying to find the map in my skin
You laugh
Say everything’s alright
But I’m counting exits in my mind
[Pre-Chorus]
How can I feel this close
And still look for somewhere to go?
[Chorus]
I’m scared to hold you
Scared to lose you
Standing in the doorway between the two
If I run
I’m running from me
If I stay
Will I ever be free?
I’m holding on
But I’m not sure how to breathe
I’m scared to hold you
Scared you’ll see
How I love you
And I’m lost in me
[Verse 2]
Your hoodie’s hanging on my chair
Smells like Sunday and your shampoo in my hair
You ask me what I’m thinking of
I change the subject
Say I’m just tired of love
[Pre-Chorus]
If I let you all the way in
What happens when it ends?
[Chorus]
I’m scared to hold you
Scared to lose you
Standing in the doorway between the two
If I run
I’m running from me
If I stay
Will I ever be free?
I’m holding on
But I’m not sure how to breathe
I’m scared to hold you
Scared you’ll see
How I love you
And I’m lost in me
[Bridge]
What if you wake up
And I’m too much?
What if I wake up
And I give this up?
I hate that every perfect night
Comes with the thought you might say goodbye (goodbye)
[Chorus]
I’m scared to hold you
Scared to lose you
Standing in the doorway between the two
If I run
I’m running from me
If I stay
Will I ever be free?
I’m holding on
But I’m not sure how to breathe
I’m scared to hold you
Scared you’ll see
How I love you
And I’m lost in me