Verse 1
You don’t check in, you check out
Come back when it’s convenient now
I see your phone light up and dim
I don’t ask who, what’s the point of it
You treat me like I’m temporary
Like I’m something you don’t carry
But you know exactly where to touch
And that’s the part I fucking hate the most
Pre-Chorus
I know you’re careless, I know you roam
I know I’m just a place you go
I should leave, I should be free
But my body doesn’t agree
Chorus
I hate that I love what your body does to me
I hate how it shuts my brain off completely
You don’t give a damn, you don’t stay
But you know how to make me stay
It’s not love, it’s chemistry
And I resent how bad you get to me
I don’t even like you that much
I just can’t quit the way you touch
Verse 2
You pull away right when I bend
Say nothing, then you’re back again
You don’t hold me after, you don’t ask
Just roll away like it’s a task
I know you’re sleeping anywhere
I taste it in the empty air
I tell myself I don’t care
Then I let you ruin me again
Pre-Chorus
You say my name like it’s a trick
Like you know I’ll fall for it
I don’t want you in my life
I just want you here tonight
Chorus
I hate that I love what your body does to me
How you take control so effortlessly
You don’t try, you don’t choose
You just leave me here with nothing to lose
It’s not love, it’s dependency
And I’m mad you still get the best of me
I don’t trust a word you say
But I crave you anyway
[Bridge: low, almost bitter]
You don’t deserve me
I know that’s true
But you don’t have to love me
To undo me like you do
Final Chorus
I hate that I love what your body does to me
Hate how it feels like relief
You treat me like I’m replaceable
But your hands make me forget it all
I don’t want you, I want the high
The way you wreck me, then say goodbye
I’ll swear I’m done when you leave
Then hate myself for needing you to breathe
Outro
Don’t call me baby
Don’t call at all
Just don’t stop doing
What you do so well
MusicalMadame
