(Verse 1)
3 AM, empty bottle by my side
Fourth night straight that I couldn't hide these tears I've cried
Woke up this morning with that same damn ache
Another woman in my life just another goddamn mistake
Gave you my damn soul, every piece of me
Gave her everything I had, left me fucking empty
Now I'm hollow inside, can barely fucking breathe
My pockets drained, my soul stained, tears plenty
Chorus
I'm used to your love, but it hurts like hell
Used to this bullshit, but I can't take no more
Used to your touch, under your fucking spell
Used to the heartache, but I'm closing the door
Used to the pain when you walk out that door
Used to the pain, yeah it cut me so deep
Used to begging you to love me more
Nights alone crying myself to sleep
(Verse 2)
You swore it was forever, looked me in my eyes
They smile in your face while they dig in your chest
Each promise just another one of your beautiful lies
Take your heart out, throw it down, stomp it to death
I'm so goddamn tired of feeling used
I'm so damn tired of being treated like shit
When all I ever did was worship you
Pour out my love, and what do I get? Not a bit
(Verse 3)
Silk sheets still warm from where your body laid
Sweet words like poison dripping from her lips
But your heart was always cold, making me afraid
While she's plotting her exit, relationship RIP
How many times did I fall for those sweet words?
Fuck all the promises, fuck all the lies
While you were out there making me look absurd
Behind those beautiful eyes, a devil in disguise
(Bridge)
Your scent lingers on my skin
Cold nights, dark thoughts spinning in my head
This pain cuts so deep within
Memories of her body still fresh in my bed
My soul's still crying out your name
This pain in my chest won't let me breathe
But loving you is nothing but pain
Can't believe I let her do this shit to me
Goddamn, why can't I let you go?
Learned my lesson the hardest fucking way
When all you do is hurt me so
Each scar on my heart got something to say
(Chorus)
(Verse 4)
You drained me dry of everything I had to give
I was the fool who would answer every call
Left me so damn empty, wondering how to live
Give her my last dollar, catch her every fall
I was your shelter, your comfort in the night
Now I'm drowning in this misery she left behind
While you were plotting your next fucking flight
Broken pieces of me that I'm struggling to find
(Verse 5)
Through these tears I'm finally seeing clear
Sick of these women treating love like a game
No more drowning in whiskey and fear
Using me up then forgetting my name
No more giving you this broken heart of mine
No more Mr. Nice Guy, that man is dead
Just to watch you crush it time after time
Building these walls higher around me instead
Still wake up reaching for you in my bed
Sometimes in the silence I still hear her voice
Still haunted by the cruel shit you said
Reminding me that loneliness is still a choice
But I won't let you use me anymore
Even if it leaves me shattered on the floor
(Chorus)
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