## Verse 1
*Always me hitting you up, always me checking in*
*While you act like I don't exist, where the fuck do I begin?*
*I'm the one who gives a damn when your world falls apart*
*But when I need you most, you just break my fucking heart*
*Tired of being the one who cares, tired of the chase*
*Tired of loving someone who spits right in my face*
*Five years meant nothing? Guess I'm fucking disposable*
*While I'm fighting for my sanity, you make me feel horrible*
*Always reaching, always trying, always getting nothing back*
*Fuck this one-sided friendship, I'm done picking up your slack*
## Hook/Chorus
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*
*BPD means you control my sanity*
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*
## Verse 2
*So I'm disposable now? After all that we been through?*
*I was there through every breakdown, every time he hurt you*
*But now you silent when I'm struggling, can't even send a text*
*Guess I'm only good for listening when your life's a fucking mess*
*You throw me away like garbage when you get back with that fool*
*Same dude who sabotaged your car, girl you ain't no tool*
*But you treat me like I'm nothing while I'm fighting not to break*
*BPD got me spinning and you don't give a fuck for my sake*
*Disposable friend, disposable heart, disposable me*
*While you chase toxic bullshit, can't you fucking see?*
## Hook/Chorus (Repeat)
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*
*BPD means you control my sanity*
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*
## Bridge
*No more final messages, no more trying to be nice*
*You made your choice crystal clear, now you pay the fucking price*
*I'm done being your therapist when you only want to use*
*My mental health for your convenience, now watch me fucking lose*
*Every ounce of patience that I had left for your games*
*You're the reason that I'm angry, you're the reason for my pain*
## Final Hook/Chorus
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*
*BPD means you control my sanity*
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*
WORLDPATTERNZ
