Self-made Throne (Zero Visitors)

My world is now small.

I built up the wall.

I won't let you near.

I conquered the fear.

I finally ran dry.

My heart wanted to cry.

Too much to endure.

I had to shut the door.

The hurt is still real.

I'm tired of how I feel.

This space is my shield.

The fracture is sealed.

I'm walking the line.

This journey is mine.

My spirit is broken.

The words were outspoken.

This quiet is tough.

I finally had enough.

I don't care if you hate that I'm gone,

I woke up from feeling strong right where I belong.

The comfort you offered was nothing but fear,

I'm glad that I'm nowhere near here.

I stand in this calm where the pain cannot reach,

This quiet is the only thing that I will preach.

I traded your presence for a life all my own,

I'm happy right here, on my self-made throne.

I used up my grace.

To keep up their pace.

My energy's back.

I'm off of that track.

The drama is fake.

A choice I won't make.

I found my own flow.

I watch the world go.

I won't ever look.

I closed up that book.

My spirit is broken.

The words were outspoken.

This quiet is tough.

I finally had enough.

I don't care if you hate that I'm gone,

I woke up from feeling strong right where I belong.

The comfort you offered was nothing but fear,

I'm glad that I'm nowhere near here.

I stand in this calm where the pain cannot reach,

This quiet is the only thing that I will preach.

I traded your presence for a life all my own,

I'm happy right here, on my self-made throne.

I finally understood what was tearing me down,

That you need the pain just to wear the crown.

I won't let you drag me into the same tired fight,

It cost me everything to find my own light.

Yeah, I had to choose what was real and what hurt,

And I picked myself first.

No going back now.

I keep my own vow.

This world is my own.

I sit on my throne.

I'm happy right here.

I'm glad you're not near.

(Repeat and fade...)