You know I’m in bad shape
All this whiskey I drank
An all this nicotine intake
It ain’t right
It sure don’t help
But I ain’t drinking top shelf
Hell I get a bottle
Feel the hurt coming on
Pour me something strong
Oh if you could see me now
You’d walk away again
Wouldn’t even give me a second thought
I don’t know why I even feel this way still
I don’t know why it hurts so bad
This pain can’t be washed away by tears or rain
Not even drugs and alcohol
I tried all I can
But you’re still there every time I close my eyes
All I see is your damn smile lookin me in the face
That love is gone
I wish I done more
But I got complacent
I took quality time for being lazy and staying in all the time
I was trying to enjoy every minute with you in peace
But that’s not quite what you wanted
And my poor choices screwed it all up