Alive and free finally

I was lost, beyond belief, in a world, never seen, a View that change me, a perceptive i never seen, it was in the same world but i couldn't perceive, trying to get back to how was before but couldn't go back to how it was iven back in old life trying fitting in pretending not to have change i a denial 
Myself and the change in me pretend i live the life i would have live my happiness nowhere where in sight living in denial but i try except who i am all of who i am i can free if i only could free myself from my denial i will be free be myself finally ,be ,alive and free

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