Sometimes I fail to resive messages

I hear what i won't to hear,
Sometimes fail to resive messages
But want to understand, i choose to change how i see not how things have been i am ready to choose i face myself head on,
Sometimes fail to resiv messages
all the ruls no one said out loude
All things miss because i hesitate but i want to change i finally want to live a life for me this my life and i choose to live my life alive 
Sometimes i fail to resive messages,
messages from myself telling me to live telling me to be myself your alive it's time to change i am ready to be alive,
Sometimes i fail to resive messages,
from my heart be alive i am alive,
Sometimes i fail to resive messages,

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