Mistakes

Mistakes I have made

Don't paint me great

But I will try to amend

Until the very end

My life's been full of FUCK UP'S and mistakes I have never learned to take responsibility for my actions my mistakes are my own stupid fate but what can I do to make it great.

I try to relate but it's too late I haven't been a saint I painted a false picture of myself to benefit my health however the personas in my head are real and have cracked the seal.

I have been a badass nasty ass in the past but I am trying to pull through at last my life's been a blast of narcissistic behaviour accompanied by my manipulative language I can't banish this I just have to accept my fate and move towards the great upwards is the only wayyyy.

Mistakes I have made

Don't paint me great

But I will try to amend

Until the very end

I fell victim to the sexual urges and I cheated on my partners previously within my last terms I am not on good terms with my relationship statuses as I always used to jump from one to another I can't stay content as I was always looking for something less fortunate than the person I had but I am not proud however my MINDS BEGGING FOR ME to be forgiven so I can move on and continue living HmmmmmMmmmmm.

It's time to step up and kindle what I have or else I will end up sad and mad and falling back to the bad ways of feeling sway and getting wavey my head wasn't clear I was young and focusing on the beers that were supplied by my peers so I depend on the fix of the alcoholic trickology to get myself through the mixology.

AM SCREAMING NOW!! getting sadder now looking to climb the ladder of time but it keeps breaking and sending me back for the taken I have the egoism whos falling into play when am trying to be okay but I know now my life is more important now and valuable as I have the family around and my wife standing proud.

Mistakes I have made

Don't paint me great

But I will try to amend

Until the very end

The mistakes I made define me today but can impact me in many ways especially within my marriage as I was never honest looking for the fictional dictionary where my mind was slayed as I believed every part of this faith and falsely accused my brain.

Am off the reigns to move towards the pain I have hidden away but now it's fine to face this head on today so I can feel responsible and make the mature decision to escape my false impression this is my confession to the mistakes I made when I was laid by the ones I didn't love was just looking for a clover to feel lucky again.

My darker days are over but still okay out like they're sober so I am folding this away to escape and play the right game instead of cheating my way through lifeeee which introduced my knife to end my life.

Mistakes I have made

Don't paint me great

But I will try to amend

Until the very end.