Still choosing you

Yeah

I been looking for something real

But everybody’s fake as shit now

So here we go

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I swear this city got my heart fucked up

Everybody saying “love” but it ain’t enough

Fake-ass promises and drunk late texts

People say forever then leave you on read next

I’m tired of the games and the bullshit lies

Tired of pretty faces with cold damn eyes

Everybody wants lust, nobody wants pain

Nobody stays once the clouds bring rain

I met girls at parties, bars, online too

Every damn conversation felt fake as hell through

Like “baby, you’re different,” yeah, heard that before

Then they disappear the second shit gets hardcore

And maybe I’m damaged, maybe I’m rough

Maybe my trust issues hit too fucking much

But damn, I still hope when I walk in a room

That maybe one soul can pull me from doom

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‘Cause I don’t need perfect

Don’t need a damn fantasy

Just someone who sees my chaos

And still wants me

Someone who stays

When my world gets ugly

Someone who loves me loud

Not halfway, not subtly

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Where the hell is love?

I’ve been searching all night

Through cigarettes, heartbreak, city lights

Everybody talks but nobody means shit

I just want one person who won’t fucking quit

Where the hell is love?

Tell me, does it still exist?

Or is everybody scared of getting hurt like this?

I’m so damn tired of temporary touch

I don’t want “almost,” I want fucking us

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Yeah

I got ghosts in my head and rage in my chest

But I still give my damn heart every test

Every time I swear “nah, I’m done with romance”

Somebody walks by and I still take a chance

That’s the fucked-up part of being human

We break apart but keep fucking choosing

To trust again, love again, try again

Even when heartbreak hits like a riot again

I seen girls cry in bathroom mirrors

Seen tough guys drown in liquor and fears

Everybody out here acting numb and cold

But deep down we all just wanna be held

And I hate that shit

Hate being vulnerable

Hate how one damn person can make me emotional

One smile got me weak in the knees

One text got me begging “baby, please”

Like what the fuck happened to me?

I used to swear nobody could affect me

Then you walked in

Black hoodie, dark eyes

Pretty little attitude mixed with sad vibes

And suddenly all my walls started cracking

All my fake confidence started collapsing

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You looked at me

Like you understood pain

Like maybe you’d survive

My hurricane

And for the first damn time

I stopped feeling empty

Like maybe love finally found me

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Where the hell is love?

Maybe standing right here

Hidden in the chaos, hidden in the fear

Maybe it ain’t perfect, maybe it gets rough

But maybe real love’s supposed to be tough

Where the hell is love?

Maybe I finally know

It’s not some movie scene or a perfect glow

It’s finding one soul in this cold-ass place

Who still holds your heart when you’re losing faith

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So if you’re broken, baby, shit, me too

If your trust got