I been searchin’ for love in the wrong environments
Gave my heart to some people who ain’t deserve a piece of it
I love deep, swear my soul in it
If I say I got you, then I’m all in it
I’m a broken young n*gga tryna find a way
Smile for the world but I cry most days
This pain sit heavy, hope it fade with time
But the scars still talk when I’m alone at night
I been walkin’ this lonely road for too long
Mama call my phone say she miss her son
She say “baby, where your smile go?”
I told her “ma, life been cold”
Haven’t felt happy since a kid with dreams
Now I’m older, see the world ain’t what it seem
This city ruthless, hearts go numb
Everybody hurt, nobody trust no one
They don’t want love, they want a picture-perfect life
Just somethin’ pretty they can post online
What you see on the ‘Gram ain’t real at all
Everybody flexin’, hidin’ how they fall
I just want peace, somebody solid, somebody true
Someone who gon’ love me when I’m losin’ too
Till then I pour my pain in these songs I make
Tryna heal a heart that keep breakin’ every day