(Verse 1)
I got shadows in the kitchen
Cold light on the sink
Everybody says I’m healing
But I still can’t sleep a wink
Phone buzz, but I don’t answer
Too tired to explain
How the silence gets so heavy
When you carry all this pain
(Pre-Chorus)
And I know
Morning comes eventually
But right now it’s hard to breathe
When the dark talks back to me
(Chorus)
I got static in my head tonight
Rain falling through the bedroom light
Tryna hold on, tryna feel alright
But the trouble keeps pulling me under
And I smile when they look my way
Like I’m fine, like I’m okay
But every little thing still breaks
And the trouble keeps pulling me under
(Verse 2)
Wish I knew a different version
Of the person I became
Somewhere between growing older
And forgetting my own name
Everybody’s moving forward
I’m still stuck inside this room
Listening to old voice notes
Like they’re something I can lose
(Pre-Chorus)
And I swear
I can almost see the end
But the night comes back again
Like it never really left
(Chorus)
I got static in my head tonight
Rain falling through the bedroom light
Tryna hold on, tryna feel alright
But the trouble keeps pulling me under
(Bridge)
If I disappear for a minute
Don’t think I wanted to go
I’m just fighting all the feelings
I don’t know how to hold
(Outro)
Static in my head tonight
Still looking for a little light
Maybe I’ll be alright someday
Maybe the trouble fades away