Static

(Verse 1)

I got shadows in the kitchen

Cold light on the sink

Everybody says I’m healing

But I still can’t sleep a wink

Phone buzz, but I don’t answer

Too tired to explain

How the silence gets so heavy

When you carry all this pain

(Pre-Chorus)

And I know

Morning comes eventually

But right now it’s hard to breathe

When the dark talks back to me

(Chorus)

I got static in my head tonight

Rain falling through the bedroom light

Tryna hold on, tryna feel alright

But the trouble keeps pulling me under

And I smile when they look my way

Like I’m fine, like I’m okay

But every little thing still breaks

And the trouble keeps pulling me under

(Verse 2)

Wish I knew a different version

Of the person I became

Somewhere between growing older

And forgetting my own name

Everybody’s moving forward

I’m still stuck inside this room

Listening to old voice notes

Like they’re something I can lose

(Pre-Chorus)

And I swear

I can almost see the end

But the night comes back again

Like it never really left

(Chorus)

I got static in my head tonight

Rain falling through the bedroom light

Tryna hold on, tryna feel alright

But the trouble keeps pulling me under

(Bridge)

If I disappear for a minute

Don’t think I wanted to go

I’m just fighting all the feelings

I don’t know how to hold

(Outro)

Static in my head tonight

Still looking for a little light

Maybe I’ll be alright someday

Maybe the trouble fades away