[Verse 1]
I got bills in a shoebox
Letters I still don’t send
Taped my youth to the wall
Like a flyer for a band that never went
All my friends got promotions
I got promoted to “still a mess”
Eating cereal for dinner
In a jacket I still haven’t paid off yet
[Chorus]
Half as young
Twice as lost
Still bleeding out from the growing cost
Every year hits harder than the last one did
Still faking brave like a drunk kid
Half as young
Twice as lost
I crash my plans just to feel the shock
If this is growing up then what’d I miss?
I’m too old for this
[Verse 2]
Mom keeps asking for grandkids
I can’t keep a plant alive
Google “how to be stable”
At three a.m. just to kill the time
My reflection’s a stranger
Wearing my old high school grin
Got a key to an apartment
But it never really feels like it’s mine I’m in
[Chorus]
Half as young
Twice as lost
Still bleeding out from the growing cost
Every year hits harder than the last one did
Still faking brave like a drunk kid
Half as young
Twice as lost
I crash my plans just to feel the shock
If this is growing up then what’d I miss?
I’m too old for this
[Bridge]
Maybe there’s no big reveal
Just tiny dents in how we heal
If I’m late to who I’m supposed to be
Guess that’s on me
Guess that’s on me (hey!)
[Chorus]
Half as young
Twice as lost
Still bleeding out from the growing cost
Every year hits harder than the last one did
Still faking brave like a drunk kid
Half as young
Twice as lost
I’ll ride this doubt like a molotov
If this is growing up
I’ll take the risk
Too old for this
Too young to quit