bathroom lights

Verse 1

I saw your shadow dancing in the bathroom light

Lipstick secrets, strangers knowing you all night

I bite my tongue till it’s bleeding truth

Every rumor sounds like it came from you

Your phone lights up like a loaded gun

Every buzz says I’m not the one

I’m pacing holes into this floor

Kicking at the locks on your bedroom door

Pre-Chorus

My head’s a riot, my chest is tight

I rehearse disasters every night

I’m dressed in doubts, I’m losing ground

Say the word and I’m crashing down

Chorus

I’m spinning out, I’m losing control

Hands in my hair, heart in free fall

I’m jealous of the air you breathe

Of every ghost you might still see

I’m screaming it loud but I barely make a sound

Heaven feels close but we’re going down

Verse 2

You laugh like nothing’s wrong at all

While my mind’s climbing up the walls

Every smile feels like a crime

Every second’s crossing the line

I replay scenes I never saw

Write whole endings, break the law

If loving you’s a loaded dice

I keep rolling it every time

Pre-Chorus

My pulse won’t slow, my thoughts won’t sleep

I dig too deep, I dig too deep

I’m dressed in sparks, about to drown

Pull the cord, I’m going down

Chorus

I’m spinning out, I’m losing control

Hands in my hair, heart in free fall

I’m jealous of the air you breathe

Of every ghost you might still see

I’m screaming it loud but I barely make a sound

Heaven feels close but we’re going down

Bridge

If this is love then call it a curse

Say it gets better or tell me it’s worse

I don’t need truth, I don’t need proof

Just tell me I’m still you

Breakdown

Say my name, say it now

Before I disappear in the crowd

I’m hanging on, upside down

One last chance before the ground

Final Chorus

I’m spinning out, I’m losing control

Fire in my veins, ice in my soul

I’m jealous, reckless, losing sleep

Over promises you never keep

I’m screaming it loud till I burn this town

Heaven feels close but we’re going down

Outro

Lights go out, the room spins round

I found my heaven on the way down