Verse 1
I saw your shadow dancing in the bathroom light
Lipstick secrets, strangers knowing you all night
I bite my tongue till it’s bleeding truth
Every rumor sounds like it came from you
Your phone lights up like a loaded gun
Every buzz says I’m not the one
I’m pacing holes into this floor
Kicking at the locks on your bedroom door
Pre-Chorus
My head’s a riot, my chest is tight
I rehearse disasters every night
I’m dressed in doubts, I’m losing ground
Say the word and I’m crashing down
Chorus
I’m spinning out, I’m losing control
Hands in my hair, heart in free fall
I’m jealous of the air you breathe
Of every ghost you might still see
I’m screaming it loud but I barely make a sound
Heaven feels close but we’re going down
Verse 2
You laugh like nothing’s wrong at all
While my mind’s climbing up the walls
Every smile feels like a crime
Every second’s crossing the line
I replay scenes I never saw
Write whole endings, break the law
If loving you’s a loaded dice
I keep rolling it every time
Pre-Chorus
My pulse won’t slow, my thoughts won’t sleep
I dig too deep, I dig too deep
I’m dressed in sparks, about to drown
Pull the cord, I’m going down
Chorus
I’m spinning out, I’m losing control
Hands in my hair, heart in free fall
I’m jealous of the air you breathe
Of every ghost you might still see
I’m screaming it loud but I barely make a sound
Heaven feels close but we’re going down
Bridge
If this is love then call it a curse
Say it gets better or tell me it’s worse
I don’t need truth, I don’t need proof
Just tell me I’m still you
Breakdown
Say my name, say it now
Before I disappear in the crowd
I’m hanging on, upside down
One last chance before the ground
Final Chorus
I’m spinning out, I’m losing control
Fire in my veins, ice in my soul
I’m jealous, reckless, losing sleep
Over promises you never keep
I’m screaming it loud till I burn this town
Heaven feels close but we’re going down
Outro
Lights go out, the room spins round
I found my heaven on the way down
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