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I’m sorry but this time around, there’s unleveled ground. My times come once more. Something y’all would call a chore. Eternal night comes back like times hack. The rain falls once more as I disappear. Maybe this time will be final or maybe it’ll be the my rise. Whatever happens, I hope I’m the last. May time forgive me. May my daughter be safe. I question myself but I know the truth. Time cannot take back nor can I go back. Hopefully a father’s not lost. I’ll pick up this m4 watching the world turn. So let the world turn… let it turn… my dream leaves death as my daughters leaves beauty…. Why couldn’t I think like her and now it’s too late. She dreams and speaks of a soldier. A soldier so strong how can I disappoint? Every time seems more precious before I leave again. Yet another birthday missed. How could I? How could I miss yet another. My heart aches but my duty true.brag and brag about me but to me I’m nothing. How could I be something when I miss everything? You call me a soldier I call myself a failure. You see the future as I see the past and present. How do you someone so strong when all I see is a failure…each time I’ve given more and more that none others know. This battle has begun again. Yet it rips into me. Should I stay or go? War after war. Am I just a play tool? I guess only time will tell. Till then stay strong. Know I love you.

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