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We say. Just a maybe. “Where’s he?” Disappointed result reprimanded. Fuck le up try me. How can you relate how. Am you? The pain I feel the reels. The videos playing in my head as I go to bed. My life spent like I’m living in a tent. Fix me? More like trick me… your words ring hollow as I follow. Who am I passing you by. It’s forever becoming never. Once and once again. Call me but don’t say a word. Why does everything I do relate to my past. Why do I hate you and why do I shed tears? I’ve got you but I hate everything.  Supposed to be the hero…. Yet my decisions live otherwise. Again you call me a soldier. I can’t ignore. Ignore that our children are blinded and confused. I’ve got your back.. forgive me when I’m stupid. Forgive me when I can’t speak… but til
The end I love you
My life flashes as once I was sixteen. Strong and lean. Sleeping through classes not caring about the masses. Fuck their trials fuck their dials. Trying to put me into a mold and make me fold. My brothers looking up to me representing not letting anyone trespassing. But the pressure became too much just like too much sugar at brunch. I disappeared as my shadows mirrored. Amd they ask. “Where’s he?” “Where’s he?” The hero they wanted the hero they invented. Figuring out life but now this is my battle. The only one dealing with the hassle. I was just yes just a maybe. Some call me baby. Some pine for my lady. The pressure the measures of a hero become ludicrous as I become meticulous. Give them a hero and watch him die. No matter how they lie. A spirit broken amd a soul awakened. “So where’s he?…. Where’s he?”

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