I'm gone

​"If I could sleep, I’d dream for days that I stayed awake until I woke up in another place without the delusion and confusion. Subside the nightmares and fears of not being able to breathe, imprisoned in this reality.

So what’s that mean to 'me'? Well, it’s that I’m free. No shackles, broken matter of the disaster I call my life;

free to see and accept the fate of destiny in eternity

​Me myself and I standing next to me. No more pain it fades away a distant galaxy

a glance into a past time in the paradox of my mind; no one knows what's beyond the other side so why even try A whirlpool of distant heavens skyscrapers and elevators —a celestial tapestry of vapors and sunbeams and peaceful dreams

​I guess the person I thought was me was really just a seed planted in the desert to see if i could grow until I get old then transcend into something new and stay alive; otherwise, I'm swept back into the cosmic tide. Recirculated and reintegrated. Just an echo of a failure, an attempt to reach greatness and the universe erases me. In the painful achiness, I struggle to find the reason why I lived to be alive and die to become a soul and finally breathe.

A new landscape amongst the stars and heavens my soul resonates in a world my body no longer alive, remember me."