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Lyrics
[Intro]
December on my screen again
All these matching sweaters
I scroll till my thumbs go numb
[low vocal register] Still feel the same
[Verse 1]
Mom said "you should visit"
I said "yeah, I'll try"
Left her text on delivered
Stared at it all night
Empty plate at this table
Plastic fork, takeout rice
All this green and red around me
I been feeling black and white
[Pre-Chorus]
Hang the lights but they don't hit right
Group chat lit but I ghost all night
Tired of saying "it's cool, I'm fine"
When I only feel close to the offline
[Chorus]
Christmas time and I'm still alone
All this love on the timeline, none in my phone
Every door has a wreath, every house feels warm
But I'm stuck in my head like a snowed‑in storm
Christmas time and I'm still alone
Try to wrap up my hurt like a ribbon and bow
If you're out there feeling lost like me
Let this song be the place you can breathe
[Verse 2]
Got an invite to a party
Left it on unread
How I look them in the eyes
With this weight on my chest
Got a gift with your handwriting
Sitting still on my desk
Haven't opened it in three years
Guess I'm scared of what's left
Neighbors laughing through the drywall
Movie soundtrack through the vents
I’ve been talking to the ceiling
Like it’s my only friend
[Pre-Chorus]
Pouring eggnog in a paper cup
Tell myself that the pain grows up
Same old carols on a loop, same cut
But tonight I let the tears show up
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If you feeling like a ghost in a crowded room (yeah)
If your joy got a crack, let the light bleed through
We could both be the call that we never get
[whispered vocals] Type "you good?" then hit send, don’t second‑guess
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedDec 24, 2025
Duration2:42
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Emotional future bass / hip-hop hybrid in C; male vocals, intimate close-mic verses over swung trap drums, soft pads and deep subs. Pre-chorus slowly widens with rising synth swells, then the chorus drops into a huge, bright lead stack, sidechained chords, and layered gang-style doubles on key hook phrases. Final hook adds extra harmonies and shimmer for a cathartic lift., soaring, deep, male vocals, emotional, hip-hop
Credits
Prompt by
HollowVotive
HollowVotiveModelAria v5
Prompt
Christmas time and I'm still alone. rap, Emotional future bass / hip-hop hybrid in C; male vocals with close, confessional verses, swung trap drums and deep sub, then a wide, soaring hook and chorus
