🔹 HIGH-PITCH CHORUS (HAUNTED, SOFT, BREAKING VOICE) “My heart is bleeedinnn… from this feelin’ I can’t name… Life was easy when I’s a child, now it’s storms and frozen rain… I’m tryin’ but I’m slippin’, and I’m drownin’ in the pain… Oh God, I miss the days before the world taught me shame…” ⸻ 🔹 VERSE 1 — SLOW, SAD, CHILDHOOD CONTRAST Back when I was young, I swear the sky was always brighter, No demons in my closet, no thoughts tryin’ to bite ya. No anxiety, no pressure, just a kid with open eyes, Didn’t know the world could twist you with the hurt it hides. I thought life was simple — runnin’ free, no chains, Didn’t know one day my chest would feel too tight from all the pain. Didn’t know I’d grow to battle ghosts inside my head, Didn’t know the nightmares would show up when I’m in bed. Now I wake up with a weight that would break a grown man, Lost inside a world I never asked to understand. Heart bleedin’ metaphorically like ink in a storm, Tryin’ to stitch the wounds but they keep tearin’ open more. ⸻ 🔹 CHORUS — HIGH-PITCH / ECHOING “My heart is bleeedinnn… from this feelin’ I can’t name… Life was easy when I’s a child, now it’s storms and frozen rain… I’m tryin’ but I’m slippin’, and I’m drownin’ in the pain… Oh God, I miss the days before the world taught me shame…” ⸻ 🔹 VERSE 2 — DARKER, ADULT PAIN, YOUR STORY MIXED IN Now I’m grown but I feel smaller than I ever did before, Sittin’ in the dark in silence with my thoughts against the door. Every memory’s a landmine — I’m scared of where I step, Trauma stalkin’ me at night like it’s something I still owe debt. James Patterson with the blue eyes, but they’ve dimmed from what I’ve seen, Used to sparkle back in childhood — now they’re heavy, lost, unclean. Army grind and cop’s mind, stress hittin’ like artillery, And the things I found out later ripped the innocence outta me. I feel guilt that ain’t mine, shame that wasn’t my choice, Tryin’ to tell the world I’m breakin’ but I’m losin’ my own voice. I’m not violent — it’s the rage that lives in metaphors, It’s the howl inside my chest, it’s the fear behind the doors. Every day’s a different battle, every night’s a different fight, Some moments I’m survivin’, some I’m barely holdin’ tight. Life ain’t what I pictured — didn’t think it’d break me down, Didn’t think the storms inside would drown the kid I used to crown. ⸻ 🔹 CHORUS — FINAL / HIGH-PITCH / MORE EMOTIONAL “My heart is bleeedinnn… from this feelin’ I can’t name… Life was easy when I’s a child, now it’s storms and frozen rain… I’m tryin’ but I’m slippin’, and I’m drownin’ in the pain… Oh God, I miss the days before the world taught me shame…” ⸻ 🔹 OUTRO (SOFT, WHISPERED) “I just wanna feel alive again… just once… like I did back then…”

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