(Chorus — high-pitch, echoing, melodic) It’s when I’m alone… that my thoughts let go, Feels like hell’s gates opening right out my throat, I’m drifting so far… like I’m lost on Mars, Tryna hide from my mind and all these scars. Yeah, I’m dying inside… outside I still fight, Why ain’t nothing in my chest ever feel right? When I’m home alone… wishing I was stone, Wish I felt nothing when you hurt me to the bone… ⸻ (Verse 1) I been running from the shadows that crawl in my spine, Tell me why the darkest thoughts always call me at night? I’m a ghost in a house that was once my life, Every breath feel stolen, like I’m paying the price. You say “hold on,” but I’m slipping again, My heart’s cracked glass with a permanent bend, I’m one thought away from breaking where I stand, But I’m still here screaming with a shaking hand. ⸻ (Pre-Chorus) I’m tired of the war in my brain, no peace, Every time I heal, the wounds still bleed, Wish I could float where the hurt can’t reach, Place my soul somewhere the pain can’t breathe… ⸻ (Chorus — high-pitch & haunting) It’s when I’m alone… that my thoughts let go, Feels like hell’s gates opening right out my throat, I’m drifting so far… like I’m lost on Mars, Tryna hide from my mind and all these scars. Yeah, I’m dying inside… outside I still fight, Why ain’t nothing in my chest ever feel right? When I’m home alone… wishing I was stone, Wish I felt nothing when you hurt me to the bone… ⸻ (Verse 2) I walk slow in a world that’s moving too fast, Broken clock heart ticking back to the past, Wish I wasn’t built from a match and gas, One spark in my soul and I burn too fast. I don’t wanna be a monster but the mirror ain’t kind, Some nights I swear I got a demon in my mind, If I turned to the devil maybe then I’d be fine, ’Cause the pain wouldn’t touch me, wouldn’t cross that line. ⸻ (Bridge — soft, echoing, almost whispered) Alone in the dark where the voices stay, Saying things I never dared to say, If I fall asleep I might fade away… But part of me wants that anyway… ⸻ (Final Chorus — highest pitch, emotional) It’s when I’m alone… that my thoughts let go, Feels like hell’s gates opening right out my throat, I’m drifting so far… like I’m lost on Mars, Tryna hide from my mind and all these scars. Yeah, I’m dying inside… outside I still fight, Why ain’t nothing ever heal, never feel right? When I’m home alone… wishing I was stone, Wish I felt nothing when you hurt me to the bone… To the bone… to the bone… yeah I’m breaking when I’m alone… Ohh.. ohh.. itsss when I home alone I feel like I should leave this world mmmm oh mmmm So tell me why I cry…. Tell me why I can’t just die… Am I alone ohhhh am I alone ooooo Fuck guess I’m alone on the outside inside, and when I go home these demons will come from the inside… The inside

Demons Inside outside