[Verse 1 (Fragile, Intimate]
I catch myself sometimes
Listening for keys at the door
Like some part of me still believes
You’ll walk in like before
I even talk out loud sometimes
Then remember you’re not there
The silence doesn’t answer me
It just settles in the air
[Pre-Chorus Building Tension]
You held me like a memory
Slipping through your hands
All I wanted was a future
While you were drawing exit plans
[Chorus Emotional Peak, Fragile Strength]
I loved you so much louder,
Than you ever stayed.
I was screaming in color,
While you were fading to gray.
I felt just every second,
Like it cut through my skin.
You were halfway out the door,
While I was alwayd all in.
And it’s strange how I was breaking
While you felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
I don’t feel it anymore
[Verse 2 Detached, Reflective]
It’s strange how everything still works,
Now that you are gone.
The lights turn on, and the water runs,
The world just keeps moving on.
I thought the sky would split in two,
Or something would give.
But nothing ever even noticed,
That You don’t live here anymore.
Pre-Chorus 2
Your absence isn’t loud now
It doesn’t scream or cry
Not like it did in the beginning
When I thought I might die
Chorus
I loved you so much louder,
Than you ever stayed.
I was screaming in color,
While you were fading to gray.
I felt just every second,
Like it cut through my skin.
You were halfway out the door,
While I was alwayd all in.
And it’s strange how I was breaking
While you felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
I don’t feel it anymore
[Bridge Emotional Realization, Vulnerable]
I used to feel you everywhere
Now I don’t feel you at all
Guess even the deepest love
Can hit a final wall
I loved you past the breaking
Past the tears and the fall
Now when I hear your name
I don’t feel anything at all
Final Chorus
I loved you so much louder,
Than you ever stayed.
I was screaming in color,
While you were fading to gray.
I felt just every second,
Like it cut through my skin.
You were halfway out the door,
While I was always all in.
And it’s strange how I was breaking
While you felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
I don’t feel it
I don't feel it
anymore