[Verse 1]
My eyes are tired eyes, staring at reflections I don’t trust
Wake up again but it feels like dust
Every thought cuts deep, but I don’t bleed enough
Trying to free my mind, but I’m locked inside the stuff
I’m not suicidal — I don’t wanna fucking die
Just wanna close my eyes and feel alive
Every day I’m faking light
While I wrestle with the dark that keeps me tied
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[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I even write about living this life
When my demons speak louder than the mic?
Try to stay strong, try to stay right
But I’m sinking slow in the sleepless nights
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[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes (tired eyes)
They keep staring in the mirror like it’s my demise
Can’t escape the static in my mind
I’m awake but I’m not alive
Try to free my mind (I’m running)
I don’t know what’s right (I’m gunning)
Wasting all my time (I’m drowning)
Tryna find the light
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[Verse 2]
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got holes where my hope should be
Put the past behind me, but it finds me
Whispering soft like it wants to rewind me
Tour bus dreams, six days, no rest
Chasing a crowd but I feel possessed
I don’t know who I’m playing for
When I don’t see your face anymore
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[Bridge]
Oh, it’s midnight again — the walls start talking
The mirror stares back, my reflection mocking
Every prayer to a god I don’t believe in
Feels like voicemail I keep leaving
I’m not gone, but I’m not here
Breathing smoke, not air, my dear
If I fade tonight, just know I tried
To live, not die — to feel inside
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[Final Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I’m not up
And I’m not suicidal, but I’m out of luck
I just wanna feel like I’m enough
Try to free my mind (I’m running)
I don’t know what’s right (I’m gunning)
Wasting all my time (I’m drowning)
Tryna find the light
(Soft echo — heartbeat fading, vocal trails off)
“I’m not suicidal… I just wanna feel alright.”
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