Verse 1 (conversation-style) Hey… If you could hear my thoughts right now You’d probably tell me to slow down It feels like the sky’s falling in my chest again Sirens, shaking hands, can’t tell where I end I keep staring at my phone like it owes me peace Bills on the table, ghosts don’t let me sleep I almost text you just to ask if you’re real ’Cause silence turns everything into something I feel I’m not asking you to save me tonight Just sit right here while I lose the fight ⸻ Pre-Chorus The future’s yelling, the past won’t die Every calm thought runs and hides And if fear’s the only thing I can hold… ⸻ Chorus (soaring, sad) If my world was ending, would you stay with me? Not with answers, just honesty If my mind goes dark and I start to shake Would you hold the pieces I can’t escape? I don’t need fixing, I don’t need “fine” Just someone here while I’m outta my mind If my world’s ending inside my head Would you love me anxious instead? ⸻ Verse 2 (more direct, conversational) I know I make small things turn into storms I read between lines where nothing was wrong I laugh too loud so nobody sees How lonely it gets when it’s just me They say “calm down” like I don’t try Like my heart don’t sprint for no reason at night I don’t need heaven, I don’t need faith Just don’t walk out when I say I’m afraid I’m heavy, yeah, I know that’s true But I’d carry you if you needed me too ⸻ Pre-Chorus I built my walls outta “I’m okay” Outta nights I survived but never escaped And if fear’s all I’m holding tonight… ⸻ Chorus (lifted, more emotional) If my world was ending, would you stay a while? When my chest caves in and I can’t slow time If the ground gives out in my head tonight Would you sit in the dark till I feel alive? I don’t need saving, I just need sound Your voice cutting through when the noise gets loud If my world’s ending inside my head Would you love me anxious instead? ⸻ Bridge (very bare, very sad) Maybe tomorrow I’ll breathe just fine Maybe this weight won’t come back this time But if it does… if it hits me hard Promise you won’t treat it like a flaw Say you won’t leave when I fall apart ⸻ Final Chorus (big, broken, pleading) If my world’s ending, don’t say “be strong” Just say “I’m here,” and stay this long If my mind collapses, if I lose my grip Don’t disappear in the middle of it I don’t need perfect, I don’t need rest I just need someone who understands If my world’s ending inside my head Would you love me anxious… Love me anxious… Instead Maybe loving me is why you can’t love yourself 2. You gave me all your grace and left none for yourself 3. You held me so tight, you forgot about yourself 4. You fixed all my cracks but never fixed yourself 5. You learned how to save me, not how to save yourself 6. You chose me every time, never choosing yourself 7. You carried my weight till it buried yourself 8. You silenced your needs just to quiet myself 9. You bled out your heart trying to heal myself 10. You broke all your rules just to keep myself 11. You lost who you were trying to be myself 12. You dimmed all your light so I could see myself 13. You starved your own love just to feed myself 14. You stood in the fire so it wouldn’t reach myself 15. You made me a home and evicted yourself 16. You turned into mine and abandoned yourself 17. You forgot your worth just to prove myself 18. You became my reason and lost yourself 19. Maybe loving me is why you can’t love I watched you bend over at your spine picking up pieces of my broken lost mind, then it hit me it should have yesterday I’m the reason and should have walked away. Maybe caring for me cost the care you owed yourself, It’s been a hard year I think I can pin point where you lost yourself Maybe caring for me felt like survival at the time but you loved me so hard you left yourself behind

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