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Verse 1 (conversation-style)

Hey…

If you could hear my thoughts right now

You’d probably tell me to slow down

It feels like the sky’s falling in my chest again

Sirens, shaking hands, can’t tell where I end

I keep staring at my phone like it owes me peace

Bills on the table, ghosts don’t let me sleep

I almost text you just to ask if you’re real

’Cause silence turns everything into something I feel

I’m not asking you to save me tonight

Just sit right here while I lose the fight

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Pre-Chorus

The future’s yelling, the past won’t die

Every calm thought runs and hides

And if fear’s the only thing I can hold…

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Chorus (soaring, sad)

If my world was ending, would you stay with me?

Not with answers, just honesty

If my mind goes dark and I start to shake

Would you hold the pieces I can’t escape?

I don’t need fixing, I don’t need “fine”

Just someone here while I’m outta my mind

If my world’s ending inside my head

Would you love me anxious instead?

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Verse 2 (more direct, conversational)

I know I make small things turn into storms

I read between lines where nothing was wrong

I laugh too loud so nobody sees

How lonely it gets when it’s just me

They say “calm down” like I don’t try

Like my heart don’t sprint for no reason at night

I don’t need heaven, I don’t need faith

Just don’t walk out when I say I’m afraid

I’m heavy, yeah, I know that’s true

But I’d carry you if you needed me too

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Pre-Chorus

I built my walls outta “I’m okay”

Outta nights I survived but never escaped

And if fear’s all I’m holding tonight…

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Chorus (lifted, more emotional)

If my world was ending, would you stay a while?

When my chest caves in and I can’t slow time

If the ground gives out in my head tonight

Would you sit in the dark till I feel alive?

I don’t need saving, I just need sound

Your voice cutting through when the noise gets loud

If my world’s ending inside my head

Would you love me anxious instead?

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Bridge (very bare, very sad)

Maybe tomorrow I’ll breathe just fine

Maybe this weight won’t come back this time

But if it does… if it hits me hard

Promise you won’t treat it like a flaw

Say you won’t leave when I fall apart

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Final Chorus (big, broken, pleading)

If my world’s ending, don’t say “be strong”

Just say “I’m here,” and stay this long

If my mind collapses, if I lose my grip

Don’t disappear in the middle of it

I don’t need perfect, I don’t need rest

I just need someone who understands

If my world’s ending inside my head

Would you love me anxious…

Love me anxious…

Instead

Maybe loving me is why you can’t love yourself

2. You gave me all your grace and left none for yourself

3. You held me so tight, you forgot about yourself

4. You fixed all my cracks but never fixed yourself

5. You learned how to save me, not how to save yourself

6. You chose me every time, never choosing yourself

7. You carried my weight till it buried yourself

8. You silenced your needs just to quiet myself

9. You bled out your heart trying to heal myself

10. You broke all your rules just to keep myself

11. You lost who you were trying to be myself

12. You dimmed all your light so I could see myself

13. You starved your own love just to feed myself

14. You stood in the fire so it wouldn’t reach myself

15. You made me a home and evicted yourself

16. You turned into mine and abandoned yourself

17. You forgot your worth just to prove myself

18. You became my reason and lost yourself

19. Maybe loving me is why you can’t love

I watched you bend over at your spine picking up pieces of my broken lost mind, then it hit me it should have yesterday I’m the reason and should have walked away.

Maybe caring for me cost the care you owed yourself,

It’s been a hard year I think I can pin point where you lost yourself

Maybe caring for me felt like survival at the time but you loved me so hard you left yourself behind