[Intro]
Blood is pouring
Darkness is crawling
Nothing and all that I feel
Can I heal?
[Bridge1]
Do you want to know whats going on in me
Do you want to know whats going on in me
Behind this smile, a silent scream
[Verse1]
My feelings numb and also overwhelming
Anger, sadness, happiness, anxiety are batteling
And the inner tension so high
My inner tension reaches the sky
[Bridge2]
My emotions are suffocating me
My emotions are suffocating me
I can't breathe, I can't see
[Verse2]
Should I cut me open
To free my self from the inner poisen
I can't deal with this inner tumolt and fight
Can I quit my feelings this night
[Prechorus]
I can't fight anymore
Life is a chore
Your voices I ignore
I hit the door
[Chorus]
Blood is pouring
Can't you see me falling
'Cause life deploring
The darkness is roaring
[Bridge3]
I'm drowning in isolation
I'm drowning in isolation
Lost in love, my heart needs elation
[Verse3]
I shut myself away from you
A lonely path I wandered through
I would have loved to stay
But my inner turmult tore me away
[Bridge4]
I'm breaking myself
I'm breaking myself
To save you from this living hell
[Verse4]
I would like to hold on to you
But I know, I'm not good enough for you
I stab your heart and hold your high
I make you Smile and watch you cry
[Prechorus]
I can't fight anymore
Life is a chore
Your voices I ignore
I hit the door
[Chorus]
Blood is pouring
Can't you see me falling
'Cause life deploring
The darkness is roaring
[Bridge 5]
Welcome to my fucked up life
Welcome to my fucked up life
Welcome to my strife
[Verse5]
Breaking under the weight of scars
Getting lost in the bars
but this only a distraction
I'm gonna drink myself into oblivion
[Bridge6]
Trying to kill my emotions
Trying to kill my emotions
Does no one hears my devotions
[Verse6]
I'm going to overdose on pills
and write my final wills
Hope this is my final doom
But find myself in a bright gloom
[Outro]
Now you know what I feel
Can someone heal?
Blood is pouring
I hit the floor, my soul is roaring
Konali
