Dark Memories

Feeling so insecure

Drowning, drowning in my dark memories

My own fear is tearing me down

Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in

Two ways ahead

But i can See only one

The way of death

The lonly dark way

Damn

Don't want that way

But can't fight anymore

Can't see any Lights

Have to be the hero in darkness

Fuck it

Crying for help

But it gets lost in the darkness

Only echoing the emptiness

And showing the hoplesness

Damn

Feeling so insecure

Drowning, drowning in my dark memories

My own fear is tearing me down

Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in

The dark journey goes on

Skelettons on the way

The signs of victims

Who already lost

Fuck it

Have to go on

To find the demons

That are hiding inside

To fight the last battle

Damn

The dark castle lies ahead

I drow my sword of light

But an arrow hits me

And I'm dead

Fuck it

Feeling so insecure

Drowning, drowning in my dark memories

My own fear is tearing me down

Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in

I fought so long

I fought so hard

But the arrow hit my hart

So it ended in the dark

Damn

I wished to stay

To find the light

To end this dark fight

But my memories let me pay

Fuck it

My Last thought

Please remember me

And Go the light way

So that you can stay

Damn