Feeling so insecure
Drowning, drowning in my dark memories
My own fear is tearing me down
Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in
Two ways ahead
But i can See only one
The way of death
The lonly dark way
Damn
Don't want that way
But can't fight anymore
Can't see any Lights
Have to be the hero in darkness
Fuck it
Crying for help
But it gets lost in the darkness
Only echoing the emptiness
And showing the hoplesness
Damn
Feeling so insecure
Drowning, drowning in my dark memories
My own fear is tearing me down
Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in
The dark journey goes on
Skelettons on the way
The signs of victims
Who already lost
Fuck it
Have to go on
To find the demons
That are hiding inside
To fight the last battle
Damn
The dark castle lies ahead
I drow my sword of light
But an arrow hits me
And I'm dead
Fuck it
Feeling so insecure
Drowning, drowning in my dark memories
My own fear is tearing me down
Suicidality, Suicidality is creeping in
I fought so long
I fought so hard
But the arrow hit my hart
So it ended in the dark
Damn
I wished to stay
To find the light
To end this dark fight
But my memories let me pay
Fuck it
My Last thought
Please remember me
And Go the light way
So that you can stay
Damn