Karma

Sitting alone on this throne. Small ass place I call home. No matter how much I make, it doesn't seem to sooth the pain. that runs deep in my veins. Take another pill to fulfill the pain that you feel is what the inner voice says. No matter the day, the hour I'm always feeling like I'm one step away from being under dirt and flowers. No matter what others say the side of me that hurts never leaves. New car new clothes doesn't mean I'm a new me. I bleed and see the same no matter what I feel the same. Maybe I'll pull through even if I don't who will notice. Trying to fight the things I see everyday but it won't let me part ways with my darker days. Clenchin the Henny my my darker thoughts envy those with a happier life than me. Made me so blind I couldn't see what I had in front of me. Fallin apart like a crumbling building with to inner structure to hold me up. I'm falling and and I can't get up. Times catching up to me, karma is a bad chick that I can't escape from. As I run I'll never overcome what I've done.