Scared to loose it all

Softly strumming, just a whisper in the dark

Lost in the silence, feeling like a fragile spark

I'm holding on, afraid to lose the light

Every morning I wake up, shadows creeping in

Dreams of holding you close, but doubts start to spin

Fingers trembling on the edge of hope, afraid to fall

Wandering through the echoes, scared to lose it all

Every time I think of you, my heart gently trembles

Trying to find my strength within, but my fears assemble

Silence echoes with the words I can't say

Hoping you'll stay just a little longer each day

But your voice is my refuge, a light in my night

Hoping that our love can weather the fight

Even when I falter, I hear your call

Trying to keep my faith, fragile as it’s small

But I'm to afraid, afraid I might fall

But your love feels like a fragile call

(In my mind, I fight my doubt!)

Wishing I could scream and shout

But it all ends up the same

You're the reason I believe

In something more than I perceive

But fear's a ghost I can't ignore

Haunting me to settle the score

I'm scared to lose it all, but I need you to see

This battle inside me, fighting for my sanity

Hold me closer, don’t let me slip away

Hoping love will heal what I’m afraid to say

Maps of memories drawn deep in my mind

Clinging to the hope that you’ll be mine

Voices in my head saying I might fall

Yet I keep trying to answer love’s call

Memories dance like shadows on the wall

Fighting the tears that threaten to fall

My voice is soft, but my heart is loud

Praying for a moment where I feel proud

I'm just so afraid to let you go

But I’m holding tight to what I know

Balancing between fear and hope

Trying to find any way to cope

But I’m scared to lose it all, scared I’ll lose my way

(But your love is a light I can't betray!)

Caught in this delicate dance

Praying for just one more chance

Your touch is my anchor, keeps me from the edge

Building trust in the quiet, slow and slowest pledge

Even when doubt clouds my sight, I stand tall

Lost in the rhythm of your gentle thrall

I'm scared to lose it all, but I need you to see

This battle inside me, fighting for my sanity

Hold me closer, don’t let me slip away

Hoping love will heal what I’m afraid to say

Falsetto whispers, softly I cry

Strings swell, reaching for the sky

Breathing in hope, exhaling fears

Wanna be yours, despite all the tears

(Ad lib, falsetto) Oh, I fear it’s too much to ask

(Yet your touch is my only mask!)

Soft piano underscores my plea

Wishing you could see the real me

Strings fading into the night’s embrace

Hoping someday I’ll find my place

Fear and love, they intertwine

From a place from which I cannot find

(End with gentle guitar and fading strings)

Walking this line, trying to stay mine....

But I'm scared.... I'm just to scared.... Scared to loose it all.... To loose you!!