I’ve been holdin’ on too tight,
Feelin’ like I’m ’bout to break tonight,
Every word cuts deep, I try to hide,
But these tears don’t lie, no, they testify.
Pressure buildin’ up inside my chest,
Heartbeats racin’, can’t find rest,
Tried to pray but I just confessed,
I’m a mess, yeah, I’m a mess.
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(Pre-Chorus)
And I’m just tryin’ to make it home,
World keeps hittin’ where it hurts the most,
Some fool ridin’ my tail too close,
Man, I swear I’m ’bout to lose control…
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(Chorus)
I’m losin’ control of my emotions,
Feelin’ waves crash like an ocean,
I’m drownin’ in my own devotion,
Tryin’ to breathe, tryin’ to believe.
When I can’t hold it all together,
You calm my rage, change the weather,
Lord, You’re the peace I’m searchin’ for—
When I’m losin’ control.
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(Verse 2)
Why you gotta drive like you own the road?
Tailgatin’ close, man, you’re killin’ my flow.
If I didn’t have my family ridin’ along,
I’d show you what it means to be strong.
But I take a breath, let it roll off my back,
Count to ten, don’t let it crack,
‘Cause I know my temper’s my biggest trap,
So I lift it up, let God handle that.
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(Pre-Chorus)
I don’t wanna snap, don’t wanna lose my soul,
But this storm inside is takin’ control,
I’m reachin’ out, tryin’ not to fold—
God, I need You before I explode.
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(Chorus)
I’m losin’ control of my emotions,
Feelin’ waves crash like an ocean,
I’m drownin’ in my own devotion,
Tryin’ to breathe, tryin’ to believe.
When I can’t hold it all together,
You calm my rage, change the weather,
Lord, You’re the peace I’m searchin’ for—
When I’m losin’ control.
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(Bridge)
Take this anger, take this pain,
Turn the fire into faith again,
Break these chains inside my head,
Raise me up from where I bled.
When I’m caught behind the wheel of rage,
Remind me love’s a better way,
‘Cause You know my heart and You know my road,
Keep me from losin’ control.
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(Final Chorus)
I’m losin’ control of my emotions,
Feelin’ waves crash like an ocean,
But You pull me from the deep commotion,
Teach me peace through the motion.
When I can’t hold it all together,
You calm my rage, change the weather,
Lord, You’re the peace I’m searchin’ for—
When I’m losin’ control…
Yeah, I’m losin’ control.
DoubleJ83
