As he drifts off to sleep I wonder
if he dreams of me
As I do of him
I wonder if he feels the skip of a beat in his heart as I do when I see him
I wonder if he yearns for my touch and warmth as I do for him
I wonder if he loves me as much as I love him
Love that has no words that truly can define how you feel with them
Love that makes you overthink bc your scared of losing them
your mind wants you to think of the worldly things of everyone always leaving.
You.
You can’t fix him but you can be there for him
Give him what he needs
But he doesn’t except your help
Does he wonder how that felt
Where is the line of you giving to much of yourself to someone who won’t except it
Why does it almost hurt
It’s just love in a broken world
At the end of the day
May it just be two kids in love
But it almost feels like a fleeting dove
Flying away in the sun above
Love is not perfect but it is kind
And is very hard to find
But how much of myself do I give away
Before I eventually float away
Do I even know who I am,
in the first place
I never took the time to pace
And think
It never was a race
But that’s how it felt
Who am I
Never had time for my own thoughts
Always felt like a rock
In the bottom of a small pound
Nowhere to go
Already drowning
And nothing to think
Is it to late
Even when I never had the chance to start
So how can I lose this battle when it didn’t start
And be dead last
Have I lost….
Lost myself and ended up more broken then I was before
How is that possible
All I can do is
wonder