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Left my mom's house at the age of 13

and hit the streets hard,

always kept my distance from the negative vibe.

I learned right from wrong and evolved around my friends

that I have known all my life.

There are a few of them that I see the hate in their hearts

because I found a way to change my life around mentally and physically.

I try to put them on how I did it;

some understood and learned from my knowledge and ran with it.

Some didn’t.

The ones that didn’t are still around hating,

wondering how I changed.

I became bigger.

They disrespect me;

they talk shit, calling me pussy, bitch, gay,

but I just ignored them

because at the end of the day,

a silent man is more dangerous than anything else in this world.

Killing them with silence

is their loss;

they are the ones who are losing a great friend.

I’m an influencer, not a follower of stupidity.

If you don’t want to learn for the better, by all means,

but keep that negative bullshit away from me.

I just turned 40 on March 18.

My life is different now;

the way I think is different.

I’m not the same man I was when I was 20 years back,

rolling around with guns in my hand, shooting people,

being the strong arm for everybody else.

I’m done with all that.

I got three beautiful kids:

Isabella, Zayla, and Zenon Michael the 3rd,

and that’s all I’m worried about.