(Chorus)
Goodbye wasn't easy for me
Some nights I had to pray and I prayed
Didn't know if I was gonna make it another day
it was hard to see for a while but when it all came clear
I knew I wasn't alone
And as I walked the these streets
He stayed with me
I can't forget no amount of pain
Could ever be more than Jesus dying on the cross so we can be forgiven today
Hold up, hold up
Listen let me get a second
I've been thinking lately how my life should change
It's been a while now and still I've been feeling the same
But I can feel it in my soul that I was meant for better days
No matter what the haters say
Hey hold up hold up hold up
Aye aye
i remember when my heart broke I could really feel the pain
Emotions flooded like oceans deep back when I let my mental health get the best of me
For too long pain had a grip it wouldn't let me breathe
Ten years later and your looking a better me
But it ain't the best of me
Waiting to get my vision better
Gotta heal myself because I really need brighter weather
Just working on my way up
I'm on my own time can't nobody make up my mind
It's my trauma and my mind and it's my path so I'm the only one who can chose mine
I'm not there yet but I know I'm looking towards the days I can finally feel fine
And all of y'all haters that tried to hold me down looks like I made out that hell while town
HSo I don't even know what I'm waiting for when I'm the only one who holds the keys
I'm bustin through every door
But it won't ever end
I'm goin head first it's all ir nothin I'm goin all in
(Chorus)
Goodbye wasn't easy for me
Some nights I had to pray and I prayed
Didn't know if I was gonna make it another day
it was hard to see for a while but when it all came clear
I knew I wasn't alone
And as I walked the these streets
He stayed with me
I can't forget no amount of pain
Could ever be more than Jesus dying on the cross so we can be forgiven today