Left my mom's house at the age of 13 and hit the streets hard, always kept my distance from the negative vibe. I learned right from wrong and evolved around my friends that I had known for 25 years. There are a few of them that I see the hate in their hearts because I found a way to change my life around mentally and physically. I try to put them on how I did it; some understood and learned from my knowledge and ran with it. Some didn’t. The ones that didn’t are still around hating, wondering how I changed and became bigger. They disrespect me; they talk shit, calling me pussy, calling me bitch, calling me gay, but I just ignored them because at the end of the day, a silent man is more dangerous than anything else in this world. Killing them with silence is their loss; they are the ones who are losing a great friend. I’m an influencer, not a follower to stupidity. I’m not the same man I was when I was 20 years back, rolling around with guns in my hand, shooting people, being the strong arm for everybody else. I’m done with all that. I got three beautiful kids: Isabella, Zayla, and Zenon 3rd, and that’s all I’m worried about. Don't give a flying fuck. What you think about me, love me, hate me, talk shit about me, I don't give a single fuck either way. If you can't handle who the fuck I am, then do yourself a favor and walk the fuck out of my life. And don't bother looking back, because I sure as fuck won't be waiting. I'm done wasting my fucking time on people who don't appreciate me. Got a problem with me? Write that shit down, fold it up, real nice, and shove it right up your miserable fucking ass. Because I don't give a fuck. I'm not changing. I'm not sugarcoating shit. And I sure as hell ain't letting judgmental, toxic motherfuckers drag me the fuck down. Take your fake-ass opinions, your two-faced gossip, and your pathetic fucking energy and get the fuck out of my way. I don't have time for whiny, weak-ass drama. You don't like me? Fantastic. Go cry to someone who gives a shit because I'm not the one. I've spent enough fucking time catering to spineless assholes who think their opinions matter. I'm fucking living my life exactly how I want to. And if that pisses you off, well, that sounds like a personal fucking problem. I don't need your approval, your validation, or your dumbass opinion, so fuck your bullshit, fuck your negativity, and most of all, fuck anybody who can't handle the real me.
JayNice