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[Hook]
I was numb off a pill, tryna sleep through the pain
Xanax dreams got me lost in the rain
I was runnin’ from myself, now I’m runnin’ to you
Had to put the drugs down just to tell you the truth
[Verse 1]
Faded every night, white knuckles on the wheel
Pop another just to fake how I feel
Empty bottles in my room, broken thoughts in my head
I was dyin’ slow, tryna wish I was dead
Mama said I’m different, I don’t listen no more
Heart cold, soul tired, feet stuck to the floor
Chasin’ that high like it owed me some peace
But it only made a bigger hole inside of me
[Pre-Hook]
I was drownin’ in a life I didn’t choose
Every pill felt like another excuse
[Hook]
I was numb off a pill, tryna sleep through the pain
Xanax dreams got me lost in the rain
I was runnin’ from myself, now I’m runnin’ to you
Had to put the drugs down just to tell you the truth
[Verse 2]
Then you walked in my life like a light in the dark
Saw the mess in my chest, still you stayed with my heart
You ain’t try to save me, you just showed me the way
How to feel somethin’ real, how to make it through days
I don’t need that escape, don’t need chemical love
When you hold my hand, that’s enough
I still fight my demons, yeah they call me at night
But I choose you every time, yeah I’m winnin’ that fight
[Bridge]
If I fall, don’t let me fade
Remind me why I chose this pain
I quit the pills, I quit the lies
I found my life in your eyes
[Hook / New Merge]
She the love of my life, yeah I know that for sure
Every scar on my heart, she been helpin’ me heal
I was lost in the night, she showed me what’s real
I don’t need any drugs, I just need how she feels
[Verse 3]
I love her so much it be hurtin’ sometimes
Never felt peace in a world so unkind
When I look in her eyes, all the noise disappears
All my doubts, all my fears, they don’t live over here
I was broken, unstable, had death on my mind
She held me together when I came undone inside
If the world turns against me, I’m still gonna fight
‘Cause the love that she gives me feel better than life
[Outro]
No more numb, I wanna feel every scar
Even broken hearts can turn into stars
I was lost in the drugs, now I’m lost in her arms
Found the love of my life, now I’m safe from the harm
If I lose everything, I still won
As long as she knows she the one
I don’t need heaven above
I found it in her love