More Than My Lowest

More Than My Lowest”

Verse 1

This is me, no filters, no disguise

No hiding scars, no polished lies

If you wanna know the truth, here it is

This is where I came from, this is how it lived

I grew up in noise, not lullabies

Doors slammed louder than the cries

No hands to guide me, no one stayed

I learned to survive, not how to be saved

Pre-Chorus

I learned fear before I learned trust

Learned how to fall before how to love

They never showed me what right looked like

So I walked in the dark just trying to find light

Chorus

I’m more than my lowest

More than that name

More than one moment

That branded my pain

I’ve paid every night for mistakes I made

Still I’m standing here, trying to change

So if you’re gonna see me

See who I am now

Not just who I was

When my life broke down

Verse 2

I won’t pretend I didn’t mess it up

I won’t lie, I won’t run from the cut

One mistake turned my whole world cold

Put a weight on my back I still carry alone

They see a label, they don’t see the boy

Who never learned love, only noise

Never learned boundaries, never knew

What I didn’t know cost me you

Pre-Chorus

That’s not an excuse, it’s just the truth

I own my wrongs, I live with them too

But don’t erase me, don’t end my name

With the worst damn chapter of my pain

Chorus

I’m more than my lowest

More than my past

More than a shadow

That still makes them ask

I’ve bled in silence, paid my due

Still waking up trying to be new

So if you’re gonna judge me

Judge me fair

By who I’m becoming

Not what was there

Bridge (quiet, emotional)

I live with fear you’ll never see

Fear I’ll never be enough to be free

Fear I’ll lose what I’m trying to build

Fear this past will always kill

But still I show up

Even when it hurts

Even when love feels like a curse

I show up broken, I show up real

Trying to heal what I never could feel

Bridge (builds)

To the ones I hurt, I’m sorry—truly

I know words won’t ever move me

Back to trust, back to before

I’m not asking for that anymore

I’m asking forgiveness

So we can breathe

So I can grow

So you can heal

I don’t want to hurt, I never did

I just didn’t know how to live

Final Chorus (strong)

I’m more than my lowest

Hear me say

I’m not the same man I was that day

My story’s still writing, my heart’s still alive

I’m fighting for better, just trying to survive

So if there’s one thing

You can do somehow

See me for who I am now

Not just who I was

When I hit the ground

Outro

My life’s not over

My story’s not done

I’m still learning how to become someone

And if you listen—really listen—you’ll see

I’m more than my past

I’m still becoming me