More Than My Lowest”
Verse 1
This is me, no filters, no disguise
No hiding scars, no polished lies
If you wanna know the truth, here it is
This is where I came from, this is how it lived
I grew up in noise, not lullabies
Doors slammed louder than the cries
No hands to guide me, no one stayed
I learned to survive, not how to be saved
Pre-Chorus
I learned fear before I learned trust
Learned how to fall before how to love
They never showed me what right looked like
So I walked in the dark just trying to find light
Chorus
I’m more than my lowest
More than that name
More than one moment
That branded my pain
I’ve paid every night for mistakes I made
Still I’m standing here, trying to change
So if you’re gonna see me
See who I am now
Not just who I was
When my life broke down
Verse 2
I won’t pretend I didn’t mess it up
I won’t lie, I won’t run from the cut
One mistake turned my whole world cold
Put a weight on my back I still carry alone
They see a label, they don’t see the boy
Who never learned love, only noise
Never learned boundaries, never knew
What I didn’t know cost me you
Pre-Chorus
That’s not an excuse, it’s just the truth
I own my wrongs, I live with them too
But don’t erase me, don’t end my name
With the worst damn chapter of my pain
Chorus
I’m more than my lowest
More than my past
More than a shadow
That still makes them ask
I’ve bled in silence, paid my due
Still waking up trying to be new
So if you’re gonna judge me
Judge me fair
By who I’m becoming
Not what was there
Bridge (quiet, emotional)
I live with fear you’ll never see
Fear I’ll never be enough to be free
Fear I’ll lose what I’m trying to build
Fear this past will always kill
But still I show up
Even when it hurts
Even when love feels like a curse
I show up broken, I show up real
Trying to heal what I never could feel
Bridge (builds)
To the ones I hurt, I’m sorry—truly
I know words won’t ever move me
Back to trust, back to before
I’m not asking for that anymore
I’m asking forgiveness
So we can breathe
So I can grow
So you can heal
I don’t want to hurt, I never did
I just didn’t know how to live
Final Chorus (strong)
I’m more than my lowest
Hear me say
I’m not the same man I was that day
My story’s still writing, my heart’s still alive
I’m fighting for better, just trying to survive
So if there’s one thing
You can do somehow
See me for who I am now
Not just who I was
When I hit the ground
Outro
My life’s not over
My story’s not done
I’m still learning how to become someone
And if you listen—really listen—you’ll see
I’m more than my past
I’m still becoming me