Trepidation

It ain't that I'm holier than thou, just wonder why you treat her less like a woman and more like a sau.

I don't mean I've never seen forbidden fruit and made it the apple of my eye.

I'm no more justified.

Its rather that I'm realer than thy.

Pray every question I ask is one I accept the real answer too.

Do you understand the request behind the blues?

Do you feel the truth past the rhythm and poetry?

Cause I think y'all forgot rap's origin much as you forgot your paper comes from a tree.

Why are materials used for creation,

So easily forgotten in annihilation?

When I talk of the make up I mean a different type of foundation.

Not whats used to cover up but rather the ingredients.

Is it time to grow that has allowed the prosperity of these sour seeds?

Or do the years taint even the most earnest trees?

Why does it take so long to get answers from the counsel of Greedy ents?

Then the answer is just to show us a mirror and tell us to fix our dents.

But How much of our design is in the rhyme?

What if every groan of pain is part of the reason?

What if every grown of pain is part of the Believin?

Maybe every issue, was gruelingly picked for you.

We've been told that pain from God is non existent.

But that is only cause satan convinced the people such a thing would be treason.

But Jesus set the example and he walked through sufferin.

I think every urge to sin,

Is opportunity to have the confidence to sleep in the lion's den.

But most choose to feast and become one of them.

Never underestimate trepidation,

Remember even Peter could be satan.

And like Judas even those closest to Jesus can fall to misinterpretation.

Have a tempered mind, never be impatient.

Trying to rush the good is idolization.

Steward well treat all He made with love.

be sure that its not selfish but of reverence from above.

For God is in all but God is not creation.

Know well his children are from every tribe and nation.

Settle only for truth not imitation.

Always eyes open aware and awake.

Lest you accept what is fake.

For satan doesn't need hate.

Forgetfulness and apathy work just fine.

To Put truth at the back of the mind.

To Try and make us forget to decide.

Because with out decisive action,

You have no more than an imitation of life that's lackin.

Everything in the car can be pristine but no wheels means no traction.

Traction pushes us forward, so get a grip.

Don't let such a sacred gift slip,

For the masses survive but God called you to live.

It starts with forgiveness of your past inaction,

Then starting over and moving forward in passion.

God make this a Banger, you know Bangers., jazz rap, blues, rap, instrumental hip-hop