Clouds

Left lover. Left rover. Left the windows open. Now the insides’ damp. I was foolish for hoping that it wouldn't rain today. Now the red dirt turns into clay. Our feet mold it as we stomp on the rain. Puddles and pools. The clouds are tools of the poets.

And As drops fall on the windows

I think of something profound, as I hear the sound. A husband for every widow, a lover for everyone who's antisocial.

If we stayed together, If we lived forever, If we loved each other, Would life, Would love, Would company, mean anything? I wish I could say yes.

But we take life for granted till death rips our heart out our chest. I know I'm blessed for every beat I have left. For the peace to endure the mess.

I left the windows open. Now the insides’ damp. I was foolish for hoping that the wind wouldn't blow, just cause I was feeling low.

If we stayed together, If we lived forever, If we loved each other, Would life, Would love, Would company, mean anything? I wish I could say yes.

But think of reasons to say no as I get dressed, Because I rejected the love of my mother a thousand times. I bring water to my face trying to wash my tears of regret into the sink Cause I used to think every mother had to love her child. I realized love doesn't mean a thing, if you don't accept it. So i can say with the confidence i often lack If it's true don't reject it, or you will regret it.

I left the windows open. Now the insides’ damp and No one wants to ride in my car. So I put my muddy boots on the floor And I scream as I slam the door. I'm alone cause I made another mistake.

If we stayed together, If we lived forever, If we loved each other, Would life, Would love, Would company, mean anything? I have to say yes.

Cause I'm a mess cause no one rides in my car cause they cant break down the locked doors. If you don't unlock you'll never have more. Don't take life, Don't take love, Don't take company For granted. My point is let it in, Value every second. Value every second. Value every second. To waste even a second is a grave sin.

Father Shine where i dont know how. Teach me to be the man you made me with the potential to be.