Laying by the river
that’s where I’m gonna be.
I got my headphones with me.
I’m bout to smoke this weed.
And I just wanna feel something
And I just want to do dumb things
I got a lot of knowledge, but I ain’t got a clue
I ate a lot of bullshit but I forgot to chew
I’m just tryna make it by
Wishing on a pig that flys
A wishing well that’s gone bone dry
And I just wanna feel something
And I just want to do dumb things
So l'm drifting with the breeze, Thoughts heavy, heart on freeze
The sun's out but it don't shine for me
Still I roll another, set my spirit free
Talkin' to myself like l'm someone else Dreams on the shelf, chasing fake wealth But I'd trade it all for a moment of peace For a night that don't end in me missing sleep
And I just wanna feel something And I just want to do dumb things
Ash on my jeans, smoke in my lungs
Singin’ sad songs that ain’t been sung
A bottle in the dirt, a flame in my hand
Tryna burn the past like it’s part of the plan
My boots worn thin from runnin’ in place
Mirror shows a stranger starin’ in my face
I laugh it off with a crooked grin
Light one up and breathe it all back in
And I just wanna feel something
And I just want to do dumb things
Got a joint tucked behind my ear
For when the nights get cold and the mind ain’t clear
I’m not lost—I’m just takin’ the long way
On a backroad where the sky don’t fade
Flickin’ ash off my dreams like they’re too far gone
But that buzz hits right, and it hums like a song
A little high, a little hurt, and a lotta free
This ain’t heaven, but it works for me
And I just wanna feel something
And I just want to do dumb things
Crickets singin’, moon hangin’ low
Embers glowin’ like they don’t wanna go
I close my eyes, let the silence speak
A little less heavy, a little more weak
Ain’t found the answers, but I found my pace
Out here with the smoke and this empty space
If tomorrow don’t come, that’s fine by me
Tonight I’m nowhere, and I’m finally free