Trust issues

I got trust issues.

I’ll never sit around and front wit you,

Ultimately it only comes down to me not fucking wit you

Trust issues.

you know it’s over when I’m indisposed

I’m Close enough to realize that I’m not in control.

balancing the highs and lows.

I got trust issues.

-so that means that I’m always honest,

But still I can’t believe when people tell me bout they problems,

Struggle minded, always in my head-I can’t escape out it,

Tunnel vision, I been too jaded, I can’t complain about em,

I got trust issues.

Hand over my head-call me the thinking man,

Overthinking always seemed to hurt me, but that that’s in my plan,

I know that you can’t understand-that I got trust issues.

I been tryna fix what they don’t see…

But I can’t trust nothin’—not even me…

…don’t see…

…not even me…

I been tryna fix…

But I can’t trust nothin’…

Not even me…

Can’t move, -I think I’m stuck in sleep paralysis,

Diving inside my mental to discover a true analysis,

I’m pissed off, the pain and the struggle and all the fighting, the more that I ponder bout it the more I become enlightened,

I can’t see straight, they said it’d fix all my problems,

The puzzle got many pieces so tell me why I can’t solve it?

Tell me what to do….im drinking this tonic, smoking that chronic,

Too many rings, nba champion, faster than sonic,

Thought I would say Jordan but there’s too much weight upon it,

I’m so disconnected, I don’t know if I’m really feeling this,

Watching people in happiness activating my envious,

Trapped inside of this bubble-can’t break it, so I get furious,

I got trust issues.

I been tryna fix what they don’t see…

But I can’t trust nothin’—not even me…

…don’t see…

…not even me…

I been tryna fix…

But I can’t trust nothin’…

Not even me…